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(i added a pic!)
HEY. No pretty tumblr photo up there cause i'm using the laptop, not the pc. My mouse ran out of battery lol so stupid, and they aren't any batteries for it in the house! Well kay. Today we got back our progress reports, what did i expect, they sucked like crazy. i failed FOUR subjects which i didn't think was possible. a maths, e maths, chinese and bio. Bio is excusable cause i got zero for one test cause i was absent without emcee, but i stopped blaming myself for it alr. Chinese, omg i don't talk about it, only ONE person passed in my class! WHAT I REALLY HATE IS MATHS. SO MANY PEOPLE CAN PASS BUT NOT ME, I'LL NEVER BE ONE OF THEM :( goshhhh, STUPID SUBJECT! Can't stand it, if it weren't seperate then i won't fail so many subjects. I have never never NEVER in my whole entire screwed up life failed FOUR subjects. The most one which was like home econs or something. This was really a big blow to me, though i seemed quite okay. I'm just trying to accept it. HAIX. And yes this is only CA1, how about mid years i don't wanna think about it!!!

Even the fact that it's holidays doesn't really bother me. So yes, but what can i do. Failed already, nothing i can do about it. Staring at the progress repor won't make me feel better. So i must just work hard for next term! This holiday, okayokay i SHOULD be studying, but it's kind of like my last chance to take a break so i shall slack more now and when school starts i won't! And yeah okay, try my best for everything. PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS BLAH BLAH BLAH. MUST! It's unlikely that i'll suddenly work so hard but i must try, yeah :D THIS STARTS FROM HOLIDAY HOMEWORK, BETTER BETTER DO! :D okay, i've talked alot here. This evening i'm going for the opening of dai yima's new clinic. Tmr, going to a flea with nicole and her frieend kimberly. Omg i've never been to a flea i'm so excited! :D haha till then.
-Sophia