Hey there. I don't really know what to say about today. First of all, i'm happy that oral went well, which is like the most important thing about today. It's just that many other things happened too and i just feel TERRIBLE right now. I always get this feeling, it's not just cause of ONE things that happened but a number of things! So just as everything felt like it was going wrong, oral sort of put an end to it. But then when i got home i suddenly found about smth and i really couldn't take it anymore. I just went straight up to my room, into the toilet and starting crying. The thing is that i was feeling better after oral! So i really didn't wanna think of all the crap that happened before that. Cause i kept thinking since the day was going so badly, oral is gonna suck as well, but thank goodness it didn't. However cause of smth which happened at home my whole day seems crappy again. HATE IT. Now i'm just alone in my room and not talking to anyone.
However instead of dwelling on all the negative stuff, i do think that there are some things which are worth feeling good about. For example, while we were in the holding room i really felt quite crappy at first. But then it got a lot better and i think we really did our best to help one another with our oral stuff. So that was rather encouraging! Oh and i wanna thank some people for helping me today with..something haha. It's embarrassing. Best thing about today is that oral went well of course. I was really happy when i saw that the picture's of an mrt!! :) So yeah i should just stop thinking about all the other crappy stuff. There's no point i guess. Cause it's just quite hard to believe that so many unlucky things (which can make me feel so unhappy and upset) can happen all in one day. Alright then, i shall go then.
-Sophia
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