Come on show em' what you're worth

If only life was that easy!!

Okay, so yesterday i was literally in depression. Like seriously, just depressed. Hard to explain unless i actually say it out but yeah. So i was simply lying on my bed yesterday night, thinking of how much life sucks. Then i decided, that instead of just feeling sorry for myself (which i do all the time), i should do smth to make my situation better. Like for example, DO MY HOMEWORK! So i did homework yeah, but of course was still upset.

Band today was alright i'm glad to say. But it doesn't help my situation at all, it didn't make me feel better. I can only feel worse. Band ended at 11 cause of the Lion King musical, which i obviously didn't go for cause i watched it twice. The only thing more on the positive side about this combined science thing is that Kendra is also dropping. But unlike me, she actually wants to drop! So we spent like the whole of band trying to keep convince one another of why we should drop or why we shouldn't. Then i asked ms wong, and she said that it's not our choice apparently, but wasn't very clear about it. Then she also mentioned that we won't need to change classes! But ms ong said we needed! SO I'M CONFUSED. So it's like we'll remain in a pure class, but during science lessons then we'll move to another class, that's last year's system. When Joey came, it was such perfect timing. She returned her flute (finally), and she told me NOT TO DROP. I AGREE WITH HER. And of course she told me reasons why i shouldn't. OMG I LOVE MY SENIORS, hahahah that's all i can say.

After band, kendra and I went to serene centre. She bought ice cream from 7 eleven and i bought ice cream from Island Creamery. So we were just sitting at Island creamery, talking and talking. I said i didn't want to talk about that crap alr, cause we were trying to make ourselves feel better, so the first step is not to talk about it! YEAH, SO WE JUST ENJOYED OUR ICE CREM :D And, Speak Now was playing throughout! Couldn't be any more perfect! :) Kendra was like "Omg i never hear these songs before so nice eh!" HAHAHAHA. Yeah, once we stepped out it was like CRAP, BACK TO REALITY. The feeling sucked. But we discussed it a bit more before we "split". Kendra said what if her mom doesn't want to write a letter for her! I told her to just convince her mom!! WE HAVE TO APPEAL TGT :( She'll message me lah, i shall go check my phone after this! OKAY, so we had tennis just now. OMG I LAUGHED LIKE CRAZY IT WAS SO FUN. The coach teamed with dan, then i teamed with sylvie. We actually won! Haha, the coach was like oh just hit to my brother if we want to win, LOL! Good day overall actually. But it doesn't change what is going on, so yeah i'll just do what i can and leave the rest to God! :) Church tomorrow, oh and we're staying over at yimi's house tonight! :) SHE'S COMING BACK FROM IDK WHERE HAHA. Okay great shall go now, BYEEEEE :D

-Sophia